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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 7, 2008 19:52:31 GMT -5
Madison smiled brightly as he sighed off his aim and hoped up from his computer. Getting dressed and spraying cologne just on his chest as he slipped on his shoes and a purple hoddie and ran out to his car. Any normal person would have been mad at Landon for months, but not Madison. He wasn't like everyday else instead of forgiving and not forgetting he was the exact opposite. He forgot so quickly, but it took a lot for him to forgive someone, which probably doesn't make much sense but in Madison's little mind it did. Driving to Landon's house with a soundtrack of Copra Starship playing loud in his ears. Singing and tapping on the steering wheel smiling brightly.
After a couple minutes he pulled into the community with all the big houses. Parking across the street from Landon's house so he would never know. Shutting off his stereo them his car he tiptoed on front of Landon's lawn. Seeing that the computer room light was on he checked the basement window and cracked it open. Squeezing his skinny body through the small space as he landed on a sofa right underneath the window. Shutting the window as he couldn't help from giggling every couple minutes. Climbing the basement stairs and cracking the door seeing the kitchen hallway come into view. Giggling to himself again as he slipped off his shoes perfectly, just to not make a sound.
This was it, he was going to get Landon. Climbing the carpeted stairs he saw Landon tip tapping on his on his computer from the crack in the door. Opening it quietly and sneaking up on the other. Covering the others eyes as he giggled.
"Guess who!"
He said in the others ear as he let go of the others eyes and laughed.
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Post by landon cole, on Nov 7, 2008 20:07:25 GMT -5
 so pleasespare me the consequence,[/b][/color][/i][/font][/center] Landon was a bit upset that Madison had signed off on him, especially when he was just planning on getting into them starting to hang out some more or something, but he was over it. Madison had told him to call him tomorrow if he wanted to hang out. Which he might actually do. It might be weird for him to actually try and make the plans, but he was going to. He wanted to bring Madison slowly back into his life and then maybe they could go back to how things were before Landon messed up, and then eventually they could be together again. Or so Landon hoped, you never really knew what he was going to end up doing and how he could mess things up and what not.
Shutting his laptop after he checked his myspace and replied to a few comments, Landon tapped against the top of it lightly. He wasn’t sure why he was in the computer room, he could easily just be sitting in his room right now like he normally did, but lately he hated his room. All he did in there was sleep, and he got out of it as soon as he could. So much crap had been caused in that hell hole that it just bothered Landon every time he went in there. He leaned back against the chair, letting out a deep breath and smiling. He had been wanting to talk to Madison for ages. Well, or so it seemed like ages. It was technically only a few weeks but when Landon wanted something he wanted it. You should know that one by now.
Just as he was about to get up, Landon felt someone’s hands over his eyes. His own eyes widened and he yelped, jumping up. When he heard the voice he was okay though, it was about the same time that he saw the lovely face anyways. All of a sudden Landon felt self-conscious. He was only in a black hooded zip-up sweatshirt (with no shirt underneath), and a pair of red boxers. Crossing his arms he felt a warmness spread across his cheeks, which also meant that he had a very distinct color to them, that being of red. ”Hey..” he said softly, looking down just because he felt stupid.
He wasn’t even sure why he felt so stupid. Madison had seen him in his boxers before, that one time at the beach. He was fine then. Maybe it was because he was caught off guard, and that was of course something Landon wasn’t very into. ”How’d you get in here?” he asked, knowing perfectly well that since it was a bit past midnight that the alarm system in the huge house had long been set on and there was no way of getting in without a key. They had a lock pad with a combination, but nobody knew it except his father. So basically if you didn’t have your key you were screwed. No extras were hidden. His dad was very uptight about the safety and security of the house.
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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 7, 2008 20:24:02 GMT -5
Madison laughed as he felt a over all joy float over his body, he felt so light like he could fly above the clouds.
"I snug in trough the basement window."
Giggling as he looked around the computer room wanted to sit down. Spotting a bean bag chair in the corner he drag it to the middle of the room and plopped his butt in it, a cheesy grin plastered on his face. Looking around the room, even though he had never really been in this room, he just remember seeing it when he was at Landon's last he somehow managed to miss it. But than again he missed everyone about Landon. Speaking of Landon, Madi looked up at the boy wearing only his boxers and a hoddie.
"Nice outfit."
Madi hadn't noticed what the other was wearing until right now, because his mind was focused on other things.
You could tell that Madison was a little hyper, well he wasn't really hyper he was just really REALLY happy. These few weeks that he didn't have Landon had been torture, so boring. But now that he was finally with Landon his little heart was doing summer salts and his stomach was fluttering and his whole body was just bouncing up and down with joy. Which just seemed to make his recently depressed body to glow and shimmer all over.
"Sooooo."
He said rocking his body back and forth in the bean bag. Trying not to keep his eyes on Landon which was sorta hard, Madi kept looking through the room. But everything managed to reflect him back to the skinny boy sitting in front of him in bright red boxers. |
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Post by landon cole, on Nov 7, 2008 20:36:01 GMT -5
so pleasespare me the consequence, [/b][/color][/i][/font][/center] landon laughed when Madison told him how he‘d gotten in. ”Oh wow, that‘s not stalker worthy“ he said winking at the boy. He had an urge to lean down and kiss him hello, but he knew he should just take things slow and be happy that Madison was even in his presence. Landon had thought he‘d never seen the boy he had fallen so incredibly hard for ever again. It would be Landon‘s fault though, not that he‘d ever admit to that. He knew it deep down that it had been all his wrong doings and choices, but in the lime light of it all he said that it was everyone else’s fault but his own. That‘s how he always went around with things, it was just his thing.
He blushed again when Madison made his comment about his outfit. Landon wanted to zip up the sweatshirt but he felt like he‘d look even stupider in the outfit if he did so. His pale, skinny stomach was completely visible, which he quickly brought an arm across. Despite the fact of clearly knowing how skinny he actually was, Landon always thought of himself as fat. He just couldn‘t help it. This was one of his more girly traits. You know, the self-conscious ‘oh my god look how fat I am‘ thing. Yeah, Landon had that. It ticked a lot of people off but it tended to get him more than enough attention, which was sometimes his exact goal in the long run, so its not like he was complaining.
Landon just stood there awkwardly, knowing he could just sit down but he didn‘t feel like it really. He looked down at Madison, smiling at the smiley boy and shaking his head while laughing. ”You are too cute“ he said, a slight New York accent seeping out in it. This is what he got for hanging out with his dad a lot these past few weeks Madison has been missing in action with him. He didn’t feel like hanging out with anyone else, and his dad had the next few months off just like he always took these unbusy months off each year. Yes, his dad had one of the thickest New York accents out there. He grew up in Long Island, so you could easily guess what it was like.
Whenever Landon was with him for awhile he picked the accent up, since he was little he had it too and what not, because he‘d lived in Long Island until his mom passed away when he was three. That‘s when he , his dad, and his dads new wife moved out here so his dad could become even more successful. And to get away from that dreadful place, but that was another story. ”I missed you so much“ he said quietly, mostly just saying it to himself but Madison could of course hear him.
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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 7, 2008 20:45:19 GMT -5
Madi laughed at what Landon said and well how he said it. He loved accents and he sorta wished he had one, Ohio doesn't really come with a lot of accents some hillbilly ones but that's about it. Looking at the ground about to say thank you but he didn't. Feeling like he didn't need to say anything at the moment. The next statement that flowed from the others lips sent tingles up his spin and whipped that cheesy grin off his face so face. Looking deep into Landon's eyes as he looked at his legs.
"I missed a lot too..."
Madison felt really stupid for saying that knowing deep down that he should only have hate for Landon. Picking at the skin around his thumb, a nasty habit that he had picked up a couple weeks ago when all of this happened. Realizing he was probably going to rip his whole finger off he stopped and looked back at Landon.
Standing up slowly as he walked over to Landon and wrapped his arms around the short boy. Madi had missed this feeling so much, of just holding Landon's small twig body in his arms. Just the touch of the other made Madison's face light up as bright as chirstmas lights. Holding the other closer as he snuggled his head into his neck. He wanted to tell Landon how much he missed this feeling, how much he longed to feel the others touch. But instead he just gave the boy a small peck on his neck and held him close to his chest. Feeling Landon's heart beat upon his own. This was amazing. |
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Post by landon cole, on Nov 7, 2008 20:57:02 GMT -5
so pleasespare me the consequence, [/b][/color][/i][/font][/center] Landon continued to fight off the urge he kept getting to kiss the boy in front of him. It was hard, but he knew he might be messing with some things if he did this, so he decided to just be a good boy and let it happen as Madison’s choice. Well, if it even was going to happen that is. He smiled when Madison said this, nodding his head and staring at the ground. It was amazing how awkward they could get sometimes, and others be so comfortable with each other they might just do just about anything.
Landon watched intensely as Madison came close to him. He held his breath for a moment, watching still and smiling big as he felt the taller boys arms around him. He returned the favor, wrapping his small arms around Madison‘s waist and holding tightly. He never wanted to let go. This is how he felt every time the two of them cuddled, or kissed, or anything of the sort. He never wanted to lose Madison ever again, and if he did he knew it would be the last chance he‘d get. Hell, Landon was lucky to even be able to get this chance back. He‘d already messed up once before, and the mistake this time was a lot greater, so you just never really know I guess. Some people are forgiving, some tend to hold grudges.
Landon was grateful for Madison being the one that forgave, but he wasn’t sure if Madison forgot. He could have something up his sleeve to get Landon back. That‘s what landon would do at least. So you could understand why he was so iffy about it all. He snuggled his face into the boys shoulder, smiling even more when he felt the soft, loving lips touch his neck lightly. He stayed quiet, listening to their hearts beat together. It felt like landons was going a million miles per hour, just because he was in so much shock to finally have this boy back in his arms again.
In all honesty, he thought he‘d never even talk to Madison again. Well, instant messaging was what let them meet each other anyways, so why not let it be what brings them together once more. Landon was now the biggest fan of instant messaging that you could find, probably. It had brought him back to the boy he might possibly love, which was a big thing. He had almost lost Madison twice now, and those were going to be the only times. He was going to be the best person he could be, and hopefully eventually he as going to be the best boyfriend he could be.
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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 7, 2008 21:17:53 GMT -5
Madison really wasn't sure why he forgot all about what Landon did in the matter of a couple of weeks. But when Madison's parents split up he and when his sister left he would let it get to him for one day then just block it all out. Never letting it enter his train of thought ever again. Sure he felt a small sadness or hatred toward the person but he wouldn't allow himself to know why. It was as if he taught his brain to block out all the bad and only allow the good, which in some cases was good but most it just sent him into a whole new world of hurt.
Letting go of Landon as he smiled. Walking out of the computer room and into Landon's room as he slipped off his hoddie and laid on Landon's bed smiling as the cool down blanket laid on his face and arms. Madison always got hot standing or staying still, he has no idea why but he always did. But this cool blanket made it all better. Sitting up waiting for Landon to come in as he heart started beating really fast. This was the same spot they did everything the first night they met, in this very spot. This is where everything happened, Madison just hoped it wouldn't be where everything ended. |
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Post by landon cole, on Nov 7, 2008 21:33:28 GMT -5
so pleasespare me the consequence, [/b][/color][/i][/font][/center] landon slowly felt the arms unwrap from around his fragile body and his eyebrows furrowed, questioningly. He looked up at Madison and watched him walk out of the computer room. It was funny how Madison acted like he lived here more than Landon sometimes. Oh well, not like Landon cared at all. ”Where are yo-” he said as he started to follow him, but stopped when he realized where he was going. No, Landon didn’t want to go in here. He didn’t like this place. Chewing on his lip, he saw Madison plop in his bed and his heart seemed to start beating even faster.
Sighing, taking a deep breath, and chewing on his lip some more, he decided it wasn‘t going to be anything bad this time. Everything was going to be perfect tonight, because Landon Cole deserved a bit of perfect in his life right now. He looked over in the corner of his room, seeing Madison’s hoodie from that one time at the beach. He‘d worn it a lot around the house, but whenever he‘d get mad he‘d chuck it in the corner. Smiling, he climbed into his bed and laid there with Madison to his right.
He turned his small body, so he was facing Madison, and he was showing off the bright, white smile that was basically plastered to his face. He still fought back that one urge that had been getting to him all night. He had a feeling it would come soon enough, so he just waited patiently for it, it was going to come sooner than he thought anyways probably so its not like it was a big deal.
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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 7, 2008 21:43:05 GMT -5
Madison smiled when Landon laid down next to him, it felt sorta weird since it was pitch black in his room, but Madison didn't really mind. Looking into what seemed to be the others eyes, since Landon's teeth were bright as hell Madison had a good guess of where the others eyes were.
"I can't see you cute little face."
Madison said as he scooted closer to Landon their chests now millimeters from touching. Madison knew what was gonna happen next, and he had a pretty idea that Landon knew too. But he didn't say anything or act like he knew, he played it cool and slow to make it act like he had no idea. Soon a million pins felt like they were tugging at his heart, he wanted to kiss the boy so bad feel the jolt of lightening strike his body. It was causing Madison so have small flashes of heat wash over his body, he needed the other boys body against his own, he didn't want him no he needed it.
Putting his hand on the back of Landon's neck as he pushed his chest to the others. And in one swift motion he put those soft lips of him onto Landon's. It was as if the breath was stolen right out of his lungs. Taking in a deep breath through his nose as he titled his head and kissed Landon a little harder. God he missed this feeling most of all, it was as if electricity had jolted through his hearts about a million times making his whole body feel prickly and limp. His mind was whipped blank like a chalk board the only thing it was focused on was Landon, everything else virtually going fuzzy. |
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Post by landon cole, on Nov 7, 2008 21:53:29 GMT -5
so pleasespare me the consequence, [/b][/color][/i][/font][/center] landon giggled when madison said this, he was so cute sometimes. he didnt really know what to say, so he just kept quiet and let out a few more small giggles before he felt stupid and shushed up. feeling madison moving closer to him then, he reached out and rested his fingertips lightly upon madisons cheek, smiling. slowly he felt madison reach around his neck, and move in. landon moved in a bit too and instantly his lips were pressed back against madisons just as he had kissed landon.
he felt the longing he'd been needing for the past few weeks finally get to him, and it was even better than he remembered. their kissing, well actually everything about them, made landon think of the song every time we touch, because he felt like that every time they did touch, and kiss, and everything of the sort. he loved the feeling, it made him feel like he was on top of the world. and it was all thanks to madison. a soft noise came out from the back of his throat as he continued to kiss madison, trying not to smile into it he did his best, but after awhile a small smirk was on his face as he kissed him.
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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 7, 2008 22:04:07 GMT -5
When Madison heard the noise come from Landon's throat he felt his heart skip a mile. As he kept kissing him he noticed the others lips felt different then he realized that the Landon was smiling, awh how cute. Madison took the smirking Landon to slowly slide his tongue into the others mouth.Any other night Madison would be worried if they were going to fast or what might happen if he did certain things. But tonight he could care less. Deepening the kiss as he pushed his hips on the others along with his chest a deep breath of air escaping from his nose. Madi couldn't help bu get a small grin on his face, he didn't want it be awkward or weird but he was just so happy he couldn't contain it. His smile slowly faded as he broke away from the kiss but kept his lips there. Keeping his eyes closed as he wrapped his arms around Landon and held him close. He really wanted to tell Landon that he loved him, he just wanted to whisper it softly and hear the words in return. But Madison kept his mouth from muttering those three words, afraid of the silence that might follow.
Kissing Landon softly his arms still wrapped tightly around him. One hand under his neck and the other resting right above his butt or on his lower back. Every couple minutes he would rub at Landon's lower spine. |
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Post by landon cole, on Nov 8, 2008 12:42:10 GMT -5
so pleasespare me the consequence, [/b][/color][/i][/font][/center] landon was a bit shocked at how agressive, or whatever the word may be, that madison was being. he was definatly pushing things and not being as hesitant as he usually was. not thatl andon was complaining or anything, he really liked it. he'd never really seen this side of madison, and it definatly was a turn on. yes, the shy side of him was cute and what not, but this was definatly a good change. he wasn't sure if he was going to stay like this for long, but he could deal with it for now at least.
landon pressed his tongue against madisons, playing around with it and holding in his giggles. he wasn't exactly sure what he found to be so funny, but there ws definatly something. maybe it was that he was just so happy, but then again maybe not. he figuredh e'd never know, and it wasn't like it was very important, so he didnt care.
landons arm quickly wrapped around madisons waist, pulling him close. the other lingered by his face, and slowly landon brought his fingers down through madisons hair slowly every couple of moments. he had always loved when people did this to him, it was so relaxing, so why not try it on madison? maybe he'd get the same effect. then again, maybe not, but it was always worth a try. whenever madison would rub his spine he felt shocks go all throughout his body, the boy just had such an effect on him.
landon continued to kiss him, holding back all his happiness so the kiss didnt get too awkward or anything. but as soon as the smirk had been pushed away by his own will power, that will power snapped and now and huge grin was on his face. he felt dumb, so he pulled away, snuggling his face into madisons chest, not caring how messed up his hair may get. this would have been a huge concern for him any other time, but right now he could honestly care less. all he cared about was madison.
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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 10, 2008 20:17:00 GMT -5
Madison thought it was so adorable when Landon couldn't help but smile and bury his head in Madison's chest. Madi would never get mad over stuff like that, he wasn't a dick like most guys.
"Awh your so adorable."
He ran his fingers through the others hair and kissed his fore head letting him know that he cared about him. Madison cradled the other in his arms as he rested his chin on the top of Landon's head. This was perfect, nothing could ruin this everything was peaceful and right. He wasn't worried about anything he was content with everything, he wished everything was like this all the time. Life would be so much easier. Sighing softly as he cuddled his head into Landon's soft air and closed his eyes.
He wouldn't fall asleep, but just resting his eyes felt good. Rubbing at Landon's lower back knowing it made the other feel good, and Madison lived to make Landon feel as good and happy as possible. Feeling a wave of emoticon wash over him, he felt his heart skip a beat as he held Landon a little looser and put his head near his ear.
"I love you."
Madison whispered it softly and he wasn't worried if Landon said it back or not. Madison loved Landon he was sure about that, and if the didn't love him back that was ok to he just wanted Landon to know. |
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Post by landon cole, on Nov 10, 2008 20:32:43 GMT -5
so pleasespare me the consequence, [/b][/color][/i][/font][/center] landon giggled when madison called him adorable. he was never really told this. he was always being called 'hott' or something of the sort, which was nice to hear obviously but adorable just seemed that much sweeter. it was probably a bit better because he was hearing it from madison, but the other reason was good too. "no, you are" he said, giggling noce more. landon never liked to fight about things like this like 'youre better' or 'i like you more' and what not. he just found it childish and stupid, but he felt fine with madison, and he didnt care if the boy didnt fight back, he just wanted to be more adorable.
landons smile was quickly whipped away when he heard madisons next words. his heart, and everything else in that area, seemed to be in his throat and he didnt know if he'd be able to talk if he even tired. "madison.." he whispered but his voice cracked in the middle of it. he hadn't said that word out loud since he was trying to get madison to forgive him. "i cant. i just- im sorry" apologizing to the boy for the third thing he'd done wrong in the time they'd met. what a record.
he stuffed his face farther into madisons chest, chewing on his lip. he grabbed the boys hand now, lacing their fingers together and giving it a squeeze. he felt horrible right now. what kind of person didnt say that back? landon, thats who. he couldn't even force the words out of his mouth. there was no such thing as love. it was just a word made up to make people feel special and give 'a purpose to live'. or at least this is what landon thought. but maybe he couldnt really find someone he loved, and then these thoughts would be taken over by whole new ones. real ones, lovely ones, ones of madison, perhaps.
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Post by ! madison jones on Nov 10, 2008 20:45:01 GMT -5
"Its ok, I just wanted you to know."
Madison ran his hand through the boy's hair as he kissed his fore head. For once in Madison's life he was 100% ok with everything. Holding the boy closer to his chest for a minute before he let go slightly and put his nose on the others nose. Pressing his lips to the others for a minute than breaking away keeping his face there a cheesy grin on his face. After a couple minutes he put his chin back on top of Landon's had moving his hand up and down his back.
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